• 20th September
    2011
  • 20
” My God is amusing ” said my client.She describes her God to me yesterday. well I don’t know how to describe my God anyway. But don’t know how, the word appear continuously in my head. I kinda in a bad mood lately. Not such a bad mood actually but kind of “blank”, don’t know what should I do. All my job had run chaotic. I only could imagine these words in my head : surrender, quit, tired, surrender, quit, tired, run, dizzy, sleep, and need laugh. Gosh!. But the worse is I made everyone uncomfortable around me. That was the most part I hated about. So I decided to chill out, far away from others (which I always do in kind of situation).  Then, I remember what my mother said ” God won’t put us in to a trouble, without any purpose. It could be, God’s way to lift our life in to the next level”. Hoooohhh What the!.  In the next day, I watched tv and there is a tv show about the stories of generous people . Those people help others without profit or purpose, in fact they also the one who lived underprivileged but they don’t think twice to do something for anyone who need help. “It isn’t about poor or rich, handicapped or not, it’s about helping or not.” said a poor father (his son had tumor) who gave all his money to a granny because she didn’t eat anything yet that day. What a shame!!! My problem was nothing than what the man did. OOOHH what a shame.  Still watched the tv, when the tv show over, there was a tv commercial of a motivator (I never like him), and he said ” In every trouble we face, there comes benefit/luck behind”. ~~~eyaaa~~~ The last thing, I got an illustration job for a book titled “Ms. Complaint” hahahahahhaha what a coincidence. weird!! don’t you think so??? Thank God you still kind to me :)  hahahaha yeah by the way, I become more relieved. hahahha Yeah all!! I got the point!. Sorry for making your day suck, all of my partner in crime!!! I really ashamed!! Really I hate complaining, whining, even I promised to myself for not to do it. But sometimes I forgot. I hate to listening someone’s whining but I felt more terrible if I did it too. There is nobody perfect, right? I’m just a human after all.

” My God is amusing ” said my client.She describes her God to me yesterday. well I don’t know how to describe my God anyway. But don’t know how, the word appear continuously in my head. I kinda in a bad mood lately. Not such a bad mood actually but kind of “blank”, don’t know what should I do. All my job had run chaotic. I only could imagine these words in my head : surrender, quit, tired, surrender, quit, tired, run, dizzy, sleep, and need laugh. Gosh!. But the worse is I made everyone uncomfortable around me. That was the most part I hated about. So I decided to chill out, far away from others (which I always do in kind of situation). 

Then, I remember what my mother said ” God won’t put us in to a trouble, without any purpose. It could be, God’s way to lift our life in to the next level”. Hoooohhh What the!. 

In the next day, I watched tv and there is a tv show about the stories of generous people . Those people help others without profit or purpose, in fact they also the one who lived underprivileged but they don’t think twice to do something for anyone who need help. “It isn’t about poor or rich, handicapped or not, it’s about helping or not.” said a poor father (his son had tumor) who gave all his money to a granny because she didn’t eat anything yet that day. What a shame!!! My problem was nothing than what the man did. OOOHH what a shame. 

Still watched the tv, when the tv show over, there was a tv commercial of a motivator (I never like him), and he said ” In every trouble we face, there comes benefit/luck behind”. ~~~eyaaa~~~

The last thing, I got an illustration job for a book titled “Ms. Complaint” hahahahahhaha what a coincidence. weird!! don’t you think so??? Thank God you still kind to me :)  hahahaha yeah by the way, I become more relieved. hahahha

Yeah all!! I got the point!. Sorry for making your day suck, all of my partner in crime!!! I really ashamed!!

Really I hate complaining, whining, even I promised to myself for not to do it. But sometimes I forgot. I hate to listening someone’s whining but I felt more terrible if I did it too. There is nobody perfect, right? I’m just a human after all.

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